29th-30th of january

hmm, really surprising why i didn't take pics for these few days..

maybe im not in a mood for taking pics...

well, today the indians are celebrating Thaipusam..

and i really wanna go there so badly cause i didnt go there for 2 years d..

so end up, i go out with Ben..

he reached my house around 10 something...

reached waterfall around 11 something...

then one of his friend joined us..

was walking there for like 2 hours w/out climbing up..

just walk in and out only...

its really fun though its hot..

both of them also sweat till their T also wet...

so reached his friend house around 1 something..

then left Me and Ben..

we planned to go Sega for a drink...

we ordered a bottle of red wine..

after drinking, its already 2 something...

then the 2nd place for drinking is MOIS!

ordered a jug of beer...

we only enjoy a few minutes only..after that, they switched on the light d..

and Ben did something bad..he stole two cups with beer and go out...

then we continue drinking outside...

after that only go up to the car...

its already 3 something..

so both of us stop down and rest cause we are so drunk...

rest till 5 something, wake up and we go to Mcd for breakfast...

yummy yummy...

6 something, received a call AGAIN from my mom..

actually we planned to watch sunrise but end up didnt get to watch...

he fetches me back and i reached bm around 6 something..

planned to wait for a while and watch sunrise..

who knows? my dad called again..

so force to go back lo...

reached home around 7 in the morning...

after that, straight sleep and wake up at 9.30...

its so damn cool...feel so awake and not tired at all...LOL

so continue working...

while working, start feeling tired, headache and stomach not feeling well too..

but rest for a while then okay d..

at night, go to my uncle's funeral and i left around 11 something..

go out with Ben again...

and reached home at 2am...

in a very short time, i had a real good night with benny...

love love...mwahx...

ps: wondering what am i suppose to do?

its really hard to make decision..

green apple or red apple?

can i have both??

hate to choose!!!!!!! 

26th, 27th, and 28th of january

Today is the most sad day of this month in this year..

my dearest leaving on 26th, i didnt attend to school on that day..

maybe i might be very emotional so to avoid that happen, 

i rather skipped school...

on that day, im still okay...

but the next day, im sooo moody..

i can't even concentrate on my class and i find it hard to even smile..

but when i received his call, everything's back and im okay..

i just feel much better and so damn happy to talk to him..

im questioning myself, am i gonna be like that everyday?

but the ans is i'll try to get used to it..

cause this year is the SPM year to me..

i can't just affect my results because of relationship thingy...

till 28th, i find everything better and im quite used to it when he's not around me..

everything's gonna stay the same..

no change..

LOVE, vinan!

25th of january

today's mood not really good..

didn't go to sch too...

miss him badly...

tomorrow he is leaving and i'm counting the time since last night..

i don't know what more can i do..

tears drop drop drop...

feel so sad!

really wanna meet him today but he is really busy...

='(

at night talking to him through the phone..

i feel happy but after the phone call, my tears drop..

i can't sleep tonight and tomorrow i'm not going to school again..

i really hope that the time can stop right now..

i don't want my darling to leave!

='( ='( ='(

i hate 26th of january 2010 for fucking god sake!!!!

ps: what can i do

to stop the time?

imissyou

23rd of january

today is a very sad and happy day to me..

sad because gonna be the last outing with my darling..

then get to see him of course im happy..

i had lot of fun with him today..

not gonna describe more..

all i want him to know is i really miss him...

ILOVEYOU!

i miss the way he..

touches me,

kiss me,

hold me,

hugs me,

and the time he...

says i love you...

got a tortoise from him..

at night, my tears drop down when i saw the tortoise..

it reminds me everything about my darling..

i miss him like crazy..

even more than words can say,

i'll be thinking of him,

every minute of every day..

 yy loves jc..

mwahx

he is the tortoise! and i love him =P

ps: i miss you!

i'll always love you..

and u're my one and only..

i'll wait for you...

20th of january

first time playing bowling in my life!

LOL..

after sch, went back home then go out with my friend..

pizza for our lunch..

while eating pizza, met two guys..

and something funny happened after that..

not going to tell out here cause its really ridiculous..

after that went to play bowling..

i find it hard to play and it seriously hurts lo..

my thumb is like so f***king pain and my nails broke after playing it..

though it hurts but i enjoy it...

 =P

ps : hmmm...

imy & ily

19th of january

hmm, its the first day of sch this week..

was planning to go work after school,

but suddenly, he asked me to go out..

so go for a date instead of working..LOL

actually today meet for a while only lu..

but we still have fun just not that much..

go nando for our lunch and watch "the spy next door"

love love love...mwahx...

15th of january

after working, plan to have dinner with my mom at g garden..

they have a buffet, steamboat, bbq and sushi..

its something like seoul garden lo..

its really nice there and i eat till almost vomit..

too full, cause keep eating all kinds of chicken..

sweet and sour, black pepper, hot and so on...

but after eating, i realized that im so smelly with all the oily smell...

yucks! dont like it...

the first thing i do when im home is go to bath...

after bathing, online and now im blogging..

=)

hmm, delicious right?? yummy yummy..

LOL

14th of january

today meet him in jusco..

after that, as usual, he ordered green tea from starbucks..

where i get an ice cream from mcd..

actually today im not feeling well..

have soar throat and flu..

after that, we went to sunway carnival..

winter warmers first, then movie, then korean bbq..

korean bbq is like totally sucks!

first time in my life ordering a banana split without banana...

XP

after that, went to auto city...

was walking around then only go in to haggen dazz for deserts..

=)

reached home around 9 something..

had a real great day with him...

love you, mwahx..

j and y

end...nights..xoxo

5th of january

today is my second day of school..

feel so tired...i just don't understand why they're like so rush...

they started lessons on the first day..

its like WTF???!!!

*NUTS!!*

i almost fall asleep in class today, was so tired...

but after school, i'm going out with J..

he is coming over just to find me...

*feel so happy*

went out at 2 something...

had a very great time with him..

we went to watch avatar but end up, i don't know what's the movie about..

didn't really watch it cause it was quite bored to me..

LOL..

after the movie, he fetched me back..

and i reached home around 9something..

this is a girls job...
taking picture is a part of our life..isn't it??
LOL

ps: i love you more..

and i'm afraid at the same time..

31st of december

31st? new year??

its a nightmare to me!!!

i seriously fcuking hate 31st!

*surprise??*

eveyone was like so happy cause the next day is going to be a new year..

and everything gonna have a new start...

new life, new things, new environment and more...

but to me, its always a bad luck day...

was like so happy planning my stuff but end up everything ruined up..

so when my family go out, i stay at home...

i don't want anything bad to happen AGAIN

last year the same thing happened to me...

so i'm always alone during 31st..

but i swear to myself that this is not going to happen again!

its gonna be the last year and 2010, i'm going to carry on my plan..

LOL

when im alone at home watching movie, i feel the loneliness..

out of sudden, feel like drinking beer or red wine..

but too bad, i've drank all so there's no more wine...

only left one champagne, so i just drink it only..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

new year+new life...

=)

ps: imy